Transform: A short film for ScottKelby.com

A truly inspiration short film by Zack Arias, founder of OneLight Workshop. Read about the post here.

I got to know about Zack when Melvin showed me his DVD during one of our sharing sessions. After watching the vid, I seem to have found my motivation again. Yeah, I can be quite a lazy ass at times... with various commitments bogging me down. After all, there's only 24 hours a day 7 days a week.

What to do, this is Singapore... a truly practical country. I gotta bring the bread to the table first before I can consider if I can bring in fried rice. :P

Shoot on!

More "me" time or not... ?

On 1 hand, I'm looking to free up more "me" time... while on the other hand, I'm unwilling to let go.

How eff-ed up can that get... ?

Stagnant

I feel stagnant, in every aspect.

Work-wise, hobby-wise, etc etc....

I need to find a breakthrough, to keep myself sane.

No matter what...

... never ever do something which is politically wrong, even if it's initiated by the other party.

It's unforgivable. Placing myself in the shoes, I could probably confirm it.

But now, here I am... 'shamed' by comments and queries.

Really have no idea what the intent was for.

To vent out the moment of anger? - Objective met
To announce to the world that how eff-ed up I am? - Objective met

And for the last time, just STOP ASKING!

The aftertaste still lingers...

Just back from a weekend getaway with SO's family. Family trips are always hold good opportunities to bond. =)

But once back on mainland, it's back to catching up with the what I missed out online over the weekend. And feeling bored, I went to "venture out" again.

Seeing it again made my heart sank, once more. And there was something else elsewhere that added more "flavour" to it.

I'm seriously bringing this upon myself.

Anyway, time to get some sleep. Feeling tired after 3 days worth of activities...

A celebration.. .or not?

Nothing special went on for the big day. Everything felt just like a normal routine dinner, but probably slightly dressed up. The company's good but something was just lacking...

Well, I guess it's no big deal? Afterall, it's been like this for years.

Just looking forward to the weekend getaway with SO's family. =)

Tuesdays with Morrie (conference calls)

No, it's not the magical chronicle of Mitch sharing Morrie's lasting gift with the world.

Tuesdays are officially labeled conference calls nights.

Reaching home by 8.30pm, starting calls @ 9.30pm and ending it 1.5 hrs later.

I can't figure how others can juggle.

It's on air!

Scene City: Singapore premieres tmr!

Catch it every Wednesday @ 8.30pm on ChannelNews Asia starting 19 Aug 09 onwards.

Here’s a list of locations featured in each episode:
19th August – Resorts World & School of the Arts
26th August – Singapore Dance Theatre & Timbre
2nd September – Semakau Landfill & Pulau Ubin
9th September – Kim Keat Lane Bakery & Changi Fishery
16th September – PSA & Print Dynamics
23rd September – Pearl Bank Apartments & Margaret Drive
30th September – Southern Ridges & Sungei Buloh
7th October – Star Cruises

Singapore Toy, Games & Comic Convention 2009

It's here! I should be dropping by to try shooting indoor events... Cos-players!

Time to test out my DIY bounce reflector. =)

The truth

The truth is always bitter.

天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱

Rinse and wash... Repeat.

I sometimes wonder... why some things just won't go away, no matter how long it takes or where you turn to.

We've been to Mars and back, does it have to be repeated again?

The sight simply irks me... or even more.

Loathsome. Nauseating. Repellent. Repugnant. Repulsive.

Revoltinggg...

That's how it is.

It's disappointing. Not sure how long this can keep up. :|

Everything's twirling...

Arghhh...... so bloody tired out.

Sighh.. I'm aching all over and getting the chills on and off.

Sore throat (slight) - Checked
Fatigue - Checked
Body aches - Checked
Runny nose - Checked
Chills - Checked

Am I falling sick.... with H1N1? :(

It's resurfacing... again

Déjà vu...

Just don't understand why history has a sick way of repeating itself.

I certainly don't need a benchmark of happiness to follow. Just feels bitter.

Is basic respect too much to ask for? :\

Shooting Days

The audition results are out, I've been selected for shooting on the 25 - 26 May 2009 for the documentary "Scene City: Singapore".

Happy? Hmmm....

I guess I'm more and more conscious of people's views.

They say this is a sign when youth fades away. ;|

In my arms

It's nice to have you in my arms. =)

CATS

Great performance! Contemplating if I should go watch it again...

And so it goes...

Never was that much being said tonight than other days.

But still, why do i feel otherwise? Bitter pain experiences?
And so they say, sometimes ignorance is bliss.



In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense

And every time I've held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose

But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

Why ppl ignore good advice?

I've come to a conclusion why ppl ignore advice with good intentions.
Wanna know why?

This is so saddening.

Anti-Monday!

Woo hoo... all thanks to Andrea-san. These really lifted my spirits:





Very nice technopop from the trio-lady group, Perfume!
Drop me a msg if you would like to SIC a copy of the album =)

Audition~

Went for an audition yesterday @ Mount Sophia.

It was great fun.

Not pinning much hopes, but would be a good experience if I managed to get selected. =)

This impromptu shot was taken @ the studio. They kinda liked it... haha.

歡樂今宵... ?

As the movie ended, the song played...

A song with a very beautiful, yet despondent melody.
Listening to it over and over again just made me sank deeper. ;(

... again.

The aftermath.

It hurts like hell.

A trying 48 hours...

48 hours never felt so long before...

...
...

It was meant to be this way... or not?

I think too much... at times, and things get dragged on too long as a result.

So once again, it slipped past me...

And oh, Happy valentine's to everyone else out there.

Time to move on...

Somehow, the feeling's getting stronger.

Priceless experience

Looking forward to the musical, CATS. =)

If you are going to San Francisco...

Was listening to Global Deejays - The Sound of San Francisco, when it struck me to type out the lyrics. And the reply i got?

Classic joke..

Anyway... the Tony Raj is supposed to be a spoof of Tony Jaa (Ong Bak). Indian version VS Thailand version. :p

I miss 拜五不留白....

It's been ages since I last hung out til late on a Friday night.

A movie, a dinner, coffee @ TCC and a pool session @ PoolFusion.... all with good company aka cam-whoring comrades as well. lols!

An indication of a fresh start for 2009?

I certainly hope so... =)