Let's countdown?

It's New Year's Eve... Most people have either taken leave or are leaving early for plans after work.

Just before my Director left the office, he came over and asked what plans I had for the NY..

"Probably heading for the fireworks party..." I said.
"You youngsters are party animals eh?" He replied.

I wonder why I said that anyway...

Packing up now. Shutting off my com... and leaving the office, for home.

假装...

如果说, 有什么让我难过的.
那就是你假装不认识我, 我假装不认识你.

我想跟你说的是, 我从来没有想过要伤害你.
我只是想要多一点自己的空间.

bullshyte... ?

Rest in peace, Miss Lo Hwei Yen...

The tragic and untimely death in Mumbai of Singaporean hostage Lo Hwei Yen has shocked the nation.

My deepest condolences goes out to Miss Lo and her family.

Miss Lo, a 28-year-old attorney, is the first Singaporean to die in a terrorist attack. Miss Lo was the eldest of the three children of a businessman and housewife. A law graduate of the National University of Singapore, Miss Lo worked with Stephenson Harwood, a foreign law firm based here.

She had gone to Mumbai on Wednesday to attend a business seminar and it was meant to be only a one-night trip.The Ministry of Foreign Affairs confirmed that the worst had happened, late on Friday.

Her body was found on the 19th floor of The Oberoi Trident Hotel. She was among 24 Oberoi hotel hostages found dead on Friday.

A memorandum has been set up for her @ Facebook. You may send your condolences to Miss Lo's family there.

Probably after some weeks or months, this may fade away to be just another memory. But even if they are forgotten, let the Internet survive.

Let's put all our thoughts to making the Internet more robust, terrorist proof and retentive. Thank you Google.... for trying to archive everything.

Falling in love...

... with the rain.

These days, I look forward to rainy days.... I wonder why.
Probably because the colour of the gloomy skies matches my mood.

Seize the day...

"Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past"

Happy birthday to you. :|

E-M-O

Title says it all. Period.

真的放下了吗.... ?

I should've been wiser not to listen to this alone...



... especially when, somehow somewhere deep inside, it still means something.

神木與瞳 与 猫

oh I'm so exhilarated... CATS is back in Singapore next year!

hokays, at least the ticket pricing is not as absurd as Kylie's concert. ;x

Just got a call from LifeBrandz.... got myself a pair of tickets to Lunar to watch them:

I doubt anyone knows who they are.... yet. The performing group is 神木與瞳... Read here to know more.

Happy Halloween!

What're your plans for this day?
Zouk? The Arena? Cafe Del Mar or....

I won't be anywhere...

Happy Halloween ppl..
Enjoy the tricks and treats~

Unker Tohbee

Unker Tohbee~
I realized I missed this so much when I saw it on the shelves, that I decided to get a box.

Haha... reminds me of the days in N.S. This is my trustee snack to fill in the hunger pangs after training.

Am i going to die... ?

Damn... after drinking like half the bottle of this:


I saw this:

Am I going to die... ? ;(

Sunny Day - A story to tell

Here's a song from Kazue Fujiki: Sunny day... feels very heart warming listening to it. I never get sick of playing it over and over again.

Coincidentally, the actress in the movie is the actual singer of the theme song for the movie Accuracy of Death. Nice movie with a hidden story to tell, should catch it.

Anyone who wants the OST album just drop me a comment. I'll gladly share it. =)

It will find you

It must be Heaven's way of torturing me.... as if I had it all too easy.

Sometimes, no matter how much you try to run or hide... it will eventually catch up with you, sooner or later.

It's just a matter of time.

... and the time is now?

有心无力....

..... that's how I feel right now, about everything.

So much things I wanna do now:

• Get a DSLR to pursue my interest in photography
• Gather some blading kakis and go blading
• Learn Hip hop - Popping and locking (already started on it)
  
• Learn Kendo

but.... I'm just feel so fuck-it.

What's wrong with me anyway.

Bleeding Love...

Song lyrics | Bleeding Love lyrics

ABBA revived...

Watched the movie Mamma Mia! and I must say it got the audiences HYPED up, even after the movie ended. People were standing up, grooving to "Dancing Queen". A funny sight.


The songs were familiar, so I could sing along (in my mind) to it. (Oh, I'm an oldies fan... ABBA's just one of them. LoL)

Arrrgghh, the songs kept replaying in my mind after the movie. Went back home to search for my ABBA cd.... but it's MISSING!

Just downloaded a copy of the movie's OST. And it's currently on my repeat list. ;)

Software Freedom Day 2008

Date: Saturday, 20 September 2008
Time: 10 AM until 5 PM
Venue: Singapore Management University in the School of Information Systems building

More Details: http://www.softwarefreedomday.sg/

愛與誠..

其實自己一個更開心　只等你講
其實大家早已嫌大家卻扮忙
恨有多一點碰撞
仍然無聊事幹不敢打攪對方
要是你願意　誠實講一趟
彼此都起碼覺得釋放

不要哭　我也忍得了這些年來的委曲
沒法真心愛下去　只好真心真意的結束

＊別再做情人　做隻貓　做隻狗
不做情人　做隻寵物至少可愛迷人
和你不瞅不睬　最終只會成為敵人
淪為舊朋友　是否又稱心
沒有心　只像閒人
若有空　難道有空可接吻
註定似過路人陌生　你怎麼手震
〔這預告　發自虔誠內心〕

長期被迫戀愛也真比　失戀更慘
長期扮演若無其事般　更困難
是我專登反應慢
明明為時甚晚　牌一早該要攤
再像我伴侶　仍望多一眼
一生都將會記得今晚

重唱　＊

對不起　自動分手錯愕的你怕會傷感
盲目的我　現在也可轉台來賀你新生

別再做情人　做隻貓　做隻狗
不做情人　做隻寵物至少可愛迷人
和你相交不淺無謂明日會被你憎
淪為舊朋友　是否又稱心
沒有心　只像閒人
若有空　難道有空可接吻
註定似過路人陌生　你怎麼手震

我怀念的...

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么 不解释 低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白你已不想挽回什么

**
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
但被逼失去难受
**

##
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起做梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
##
谁记得
谁忘了

Repeat
**
##
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅 抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
我记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱的太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自里走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变执着
谁忘了要给你温柔

oh~ hu oh~~~
我怀念的

我还有想要
爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以呢
没有哭
没有痛

勁歌金曲...

别再做情人
做只猫 做只狗 不做情人

做只宠物至少可爱迷人
和你不瞅不睬

最终只会成为敌人

Missing you....

I dropped a tear in the ocean.
The day you find it.....

.... is the day I will stop missing you.

Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure...
Only if I knew you were missing me too.

Counting down

These days.... I've been counting down to end of the day by blocks of 15 minutes.

It so hurts.

A matter of time.. ?

Sometimes I just can't fathom why the negative feeling gets so immense.

Should I just ignore it... ? Have been trying to....

But deep inside, I know I can't.

.... it's just a matter of time.

"懂得掌控醋的浓度, 就能拥有爱的甜度."

Back from KL trip (aka Siemens Dream Run 2008)

The trip over the weekend wasn't too bad... Did my 1st run for Siemens Dream Run @ KL.

Had a good time hanging out and bonding with the very people i work closely with.

Seems like my interest for running is gaining.
Hoping to do the next run @ RUN NUS '08.

Run for your dream...

When you have a dream, you run towards it. You run for it.

Will be participating in the Siemen's Dream Run 2008 @ KL. Venue details:

Sunday, 6th July 2008
Dataran Merdeka, Kuala Lumpur

Just received the event tshirt this morning. (will upload the pic later)

Well, this is my 1st run, 'inspired' (sabo-ed) by my fellow colleague whom is an active runner - read IronMan. haha...

Hope I don't end up going on medical leave the very next day... lols.

That's When I love you...

Fallen sick...

We've both succumbed to the effects of the virus.

Yea, we've fallen sick.

Went to the doc and was given 2 days MC. We had similar symptoms diagnosed by the doc.

"We infected each other, that's why." she said.

Was already sick since last Fri... but din had the time to go to the doc as I was busy with my paper preparations. The paper's over, and it's a load off my chest for now.

Just took medication, and I'm already feeling sleepy. Gotta go rest. Zzzzzz...

What matters?

Can't get to sleep... almost coughing my lungs out. WTF...

Sometimes I just fail to realize what matters most to a girl. Does maintaining the friendship mean so much more important over a new beginning?

It's already the past. Holding on doesn't make you move on.

I'm really jaded...

-------------------------------

Update (15 July 2008, 11.48pm):
Now I see the light and understand that some things can never be measured in that manner. But.... is it too late?

Let's start from here....

Giving up, why should I
I've come too far to forget
We're beautiful, we just got lost
Somewhere along the way
So much was missing when you went away

Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don′t need a finish line
Let's take this chance don’t think too deep
Of all those promises we couldn′t seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here

Standing here face to face
A finger on your lips
Don't say a word don't make a sound
Silence surrounds us now
Even when you were gone I felt you everywhere
Let' start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don′t need a finish line
Let's take this chance don’t think too deep
Of all those promises we couldn′t seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here
Let's start from here

I've never been the one to open up
But you've always been the voive within
The only warmth from my cold heart
Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance don’t think too deep
Of all those promises
Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don't need a finish line
Let's take this chance don’t think too deep
Of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here
Let's start from here
Let's start from here
Let's start from here

Falling for you..

Who should be the sun and who will be the moon?
I am just a starlight still searching for you.

Wondering what colour will you bring into my life?
When will be the right time for me to be falling head over heels for you?

With all of my heart, make mi feel so true.
Right from the start, When can i start falling for u?

With all of my dreams, the love will grow deep within.
I can't help myself .

Just to tell u, I think i'm falling for u...

一生中要找的人..

人生就是为了找寻爱的过程,每个人的人生都要找到四个人。

第一个是自己,第二个是你最爱的人，第三个是最爱你的人，第四个是共度一生的人。

首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。

但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人；你最爱的，往往没有选择你；最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。

你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？

没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。

当一个人不爱你要离开你，你要问自己还爱不爱他，如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；如果你还爱他，你应该会希望他过得幸福快乐，希望他跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，你要是阻止他得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他了，而如果你不爱他，你又有什么资格指责他变心呢？

爱不是占有，你喜欢月亮，不可能把月亮拿下来放在脸盆里，但月亮的光芒仍可照进你的房间。

换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子─爱他的好，也爱他的坏：爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，万一变不成就不爱他了。

真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。

毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；分开是一种必然的考验，如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，真爱是不会变成怨恨的。

两人在谈情说爱的时候，最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓，就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际：海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱 ! 明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒；就算会，也活不到那时候。

许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言，最好是承诺做不到的事，反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧，请记住：" 不可能实现的诺言最动人" 在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信。

你呢？找到了第几个了呢? =)

我無法...

你每次都点到我的死穴. 真的不好受...

愛其实应该很簡單.
就是忘了是怎麼開始, 就是對你有一種感覺.

Way back into love...

He says: "I've been looking for someone to shed some light, not just somebody just to get me throught the night... "

She says: "Find the one that makes your heart smile. Because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright."

不痛了吗?

不痛(韓劇[你來自哪顆星]中文指定曲)

詞：桃子 / 陳懷恩 曲： 陳懷恩

一點點痛的感覺　加上一點我對你的思念

承諾不算太遙遠　遙遠只剩一瞬間

一步步靠近終點　再差一步我們踏上永遠

謊言讓人太陶醉　陶醉在你給的世界

＊我不想不願不去承認我的執著

怕不知不覺無法忍住眼淚不留　

是愛傷害了彼此的自由

你不看不聽不說為什麼要離開我

我不哭不笑　只剩下沉默　帶著我的驕傲高飛遠走

Repeat All Once

緊握我的雙手　擁抱過的溫柔　

所有的對錯　跟著腳步你一併帶走

Repeat ＊

帶著我的驕傲高飛遠走

Sometimes, there's only one thing left to say...

Went to watch a late movie on the 3rd day of CNY.

What can I say?

You just gotta watch it, it's amazingly romantic.

P.S, I love you.

Time..

I took a minute off my mind, and stared at the main entrance facing the roadside.

A few buses passed by.

That sparked off a thought in my mind:

"Of all the buses that I've missed, how would I know if I missed the one that I was meant to board."

Time, is like a mercenary. It strikes you and waits for no one.

The strike is so swift and silent that, when you do realize it...

...

Would you choose...

.... to die, if you could look into the future knowing that your absence would not upset the balance in other people's destiny?

Just finished watching Donnie Darko. An old film some would notice.

But hey, it was featured in the Sundance Film Festival in 2001 and even had a good review by an acclaimed critic.

But well, the twisted plot ends with a sad ending. I like the ending song...

... it really stirs up emotions.

Crossing the new year...

Let's summarize:

Celebrated X'mas with my buddies in BKK. Had quite alot of fun. Only to say, was more tired after the holiday than before.

Counted down the New Year with buddies again @ ECP bbq. No fireworks, but the beautiful red flares shot by the anchoring ships make up for it.

Well, New year... it's just another day. So?