我怀念的...

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么 不解释 低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白你已不想挽回什么

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想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕真相太赤裸裸
但被逼失去难受
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我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起做梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
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谁记得
谁忘了

Repeat
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谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅 抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
我记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱的太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自里走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变执着
谁忘了要给你温柔

oh~ hu oh~~~
我怀念的

我还有想要
爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以呢
没有哭
没有痛

勁歌金曲...

别再做情人
做只猫 做只狗 不做情人

做只宠物至少可爱迷人
和你不瞅不睬

最终只会成为敌人

Missing you....

I dropped a tear in the ocean.
The day you find it.....

.... is the day I will stop missing you.

Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure...
Only if I knew you were missing me too.

Counting down

These days.... I've been counting down to end of the day by blocks of 15 minutes.

It so hurts.

A matter of time.. ?

Sometimes I just can't fathom why the negative feeling gets so immense.

Should I just ignore it... ? Have been trying to....

But deep inside, I know I can't.

.... it's just a matter of time.

"懂得掌控醋的浓度, 就能拥有爱的甜度."

Back from KL trip (aka Siemens Dream Run 2008)

The trip over the weekend wasn't too bad... Did my 1st run for Siemens Dream Run @ KL.

Had a good time hanging out and bonding with the very people i work closely with.

Seems like my interest for running is gaining.
Hoping to do the next run @ RUN NUS '08.

Run for your dream...

When you have a dream, you run towards it. You run for it.

Will be participating in the Siemen's Dream Run 2008 @ KL. Venue details:

Sunday, 6th July 2008
Dataran Merdeka, Kuala Lumpur

Just received the event tshirt this morning. (will upload the pic later)

Well, this is my 1st run, 'inspired' (sabo-ed) by my fellow colleague whom is an active runner - read IronMan. haha...

Hope I don't end up going on medical leave the very next day... lols.

That's When I love you...

Fallen sick...

We've both succumbed to the effects of the virus.

Yea, we've fallen sick.

Went to the doc and was given 2 days MC. We had similar symptoms diagnosed by the doc.

"We infected each other, that's why." she said.

Was already sick since last Fri... but din had the time to go to the doc as I was busy with my paper preparations. The paper's over, and it's a load off my chest for now.

Just took medication, and I'm already feeling sleepy. Gotta go rest. Zzzzzz...

What matters?

Can't get to sleep... almost coughing my lungs out. WTF...

Sometimes I just fail to realize what matters most to a girl. Does maintaining the friendship mean so much more important over a new beginning?

It's already the past. Holding on doesn't make you move on.

I'm really jaded...

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Update (15 July 2008, 11.48pm):
Now I see the light and understand that some things can never be measured in that manner. But.... is it too late?