我無法...

你每次都点到我的死穴. 真的不好受...

愛其实应该很簡單.
就是忘了是怎麼開始, 就是對你有一種感覺.

Way back into love...

He says: "I've been looking for someone to shed some light, not just somebody just to get me throught the night... "

She says: "Find the one that makes your heart smile. Because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright."

不痛了吗?

不痛(韓劇[你來自哪顆星]中文指定曲)

詞：桃子 / 陳懷恩 曲： 陳懷恩

一點點痛的感覺　加上一點我對你的思念

承諾不算太遙遠　遙遠只剩一瞬間

一步步靠近終點　再差一步我們踏上永遠

謊言讓人太陶醉　陶醉在你給的世界

＊我不想不願不去承認我的執著

怕不知不覺無法忍住眼淚不留　

是愛傷害了彼此的自由

你不看不聽不說為什麼要離開我

我不哭不笑　只剩下沉默　帶著我的驕傲高飛遠走

Repeat All Once

緊握我的雙手　擁抱過的溫柔　

所有的對錯　跟著腳步你一併帶走

Repeat ＊

帶著我的驕傲高飛遠走

Sometimes, there's only one thing left to say...

Went to watch a late movie on the 3rd day of CNY.

What can I say?

You just gotta watch it, it's amazingly romantic.

P.S, I love you.

Time..

I took a minute off my mind, and stared at the main entrance facing the roadside.

A few buses passed by.

That sparked off a thought in my mind:

"Of all the buses that I've missed, how would I know if I missed the one that I was meant to board."

Time, is like a mercenary. It strikes you and waits for no one.

The strike is so swift and silent that, when you do realize it...

...

Would you choose...

.... to die, if you could look into the future knowing that your absence would not upset the balance in other people's destiny?

Just finished watching Donnie Darko. An old film some would notice.

But hey, it was featured in the Sundance Film Festival in 2001 and even had a good review by an acclaimed critic.

But well, the twisted plot ends with a sad ending. I like the ending song...

... it really stirs up emotions.

Crossing the new year...

Let's summarize:

Celebrated X'mas with my buddies in BKK. Had quite alot of fun. Only to say, was more tired after the holiday than before.

Counted down the New Year with buddies again @ ECP bbq. No fireworks, but the beautiful red flares shot by the anchoring ships make up for it.

Well, New year... it's just another day. So?

Done with!

Finally done with the last module for this semester! The paper was... slightly challenging. Anyway, it's already over. I'm glad.

Leaving for Manila in less than 12 hours time. For work. :(

Hopefully everything goes well. The ppl there haven been responding to my queries promptly. -cross fingers-

Will be back 5 days later. :p

The return.

Met up with some classmates to rush the last assignment for the module. Meeting place was NP, my alma mater.

Feeling was a mixture.

Took the direct bus, 154, and alighted at the usual bus stop. Crossed the overhead bridge and walked up the gradient slope leading to the main entrance. All was so familiar.

There were times when I would pass by the institution, but never did alight to take a closer look. Stepping into the grounds of NP, made me realized how much it has changed.

就这样吗?

I'm getting tired and sick of it too.

After all these years, and only to realize that it means only that much. Must it be measured by terms of give and receive? How much is considered enough? I'm baffled.

The words hurled that night really hurt. Not responding does not equate that I approve of what was said, but knowing that responding will end everything immediately.

我好不甘心. 就这样失去一切.