Hooked on Capsules?

Have been hooked on Capsule's songs lately, ever since listening to this and watching Liar Game Season 1.

Capsule (カプセル, kapuseru?), stylised as "Capsule", is a Japanese electronic music duo consisting of vocalist Toshiko Koshijima and producer Yasutaka Nakata.

Currently, this is what's been spinning on repeat mode:

Undeniably...

I recall when I was younger, I was eager to grow up to be an adult, for adult = freedom.

And now that I'm one, somehow deep inside, I wish I could turn back time.

Well, the trouble with being a grown-up, is that I am always contantly reminded to act like one.

I yearn to retreat into my safety zone at the end of a long day and not care about anything in the world. I wish I could still make foolish, impulsive decisions and not give a shiat about the consequences that comes after.

Along this journey, more and more priorities are vying for my attention and focus.

And right now, I’m not too sure who or what I’m supposed to turn into.

最近...

妳想要的
我卻不能夠給妳我全部

我能給的
卻又不是妳想要擁有的

我們不適合也不想認輸
好幾次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭

最可悲的?

Juz received this phrase from a fren:

"最可悲的莫过于自始至终，故事里所有的美丽对白，都注定是独白。因为入戏的，只有我一人！"

Does it hold true?

I hope you are ok.

Victimizing oneself

Things started on the wrong foot the moment "announcements" were made over the Internet. This publicity stunt is called victimizing oneself.

It could've ended up differently if not for the "publicity". I hate it when things are being handled this way.

We're adults, not 16 or 18 year olds. Part with grace, not disgrace.

Don’t make promise when you are in joy.
Don’t reply when you are sad.
Don’t take decision when you are angry.

Think twice. Act wise.

The "best pressie" ever?

Come 2010, 2009 just became last year abt 6 hours ago.

I guess I received the "best New Year pressie" ever, considering that fact that I had a pressie-less X'mas.

It hurts to see that within 3 hours after we hung up, things took a drastic change.

I'm tired of these childish games.

Like you said, it's fer real this time.

Transform: A short film for ScottKelby.com

A truly inspiration short film by Zack Arias, founder of OneLight Workshop. Read about the post here.

I got to know about Zack when Melvin showed me his DVD during one of our sharing sessions. After watching the vid, I seem to have found my motivation again. Yeah, I can be quite a lazy ass at times... with various commitments bogging me down. After all, there's only 24 hours a day 7 days a week.

What to do, this is Singapore... a truly practical country. I gotta bring the bread to the table first before I can consider if I can bring in fried rice. :P

Shoot on!

More "me" time or not... ?

On 1 hand, I'm looking to free up more "me" time... while on the other hand, I'm unwilling to let go.

How eff-ed up can that get... ?

Stagnant

I feel stagnant, in every aspect.

Work-wise, hobby-wise, etc etc....

I need to find a breakthrough, to keep myself sane.

No matter what...

... never ever do something which is politically wrong, even if it's initiated by the other party.

It's unforgivable. Placing myself in the shoes, I could probably confirm it.

But now, here I am... 'shamed' by comments and queries.

Really have no idea what the intent was for.

To vent out the moment of anger? - Objective met
To announce to the world that how eff-ed up I am? - Objective met

And for the last time, just STOP ASKING!